16 Howls

[coyote_walking]

Got up in the wee hours of the morning to sneak into the kitchen and do a little cooking since I just can't seem to sleep lately. But everything had... changed, so I didn't dare touch it. So I went to Plan B.

I've never had a bedroom this clean. I'm not sure I'd be able to sleep in here even if I could sleep.

I'm afraid of what I'd find if I went to the garage, so I think I'm going to go sit out under a tree somewhere and read a bad historical romance if anyone is looking for me.

Comments

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

The guilt that you do so well these days.

[justashow.livejournal.com]

Do you feel guilty?

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

About seeing Thomas? Not a bit.

About my friend who's done so much for me being upset, sure.

[justashow.livejournal.com]

Procuring Medea doesn't make a difference in that equation.

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

All right.

Then I can thank you wholeheartedly.

I'll stop by and get her when I come back.

[justashow.livejournal.com]

As you like.

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

*sigh*

[justashow.livejournal.com]

You realize typing it out isn't nearly as affective.

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

I'm under a tree reading a really bad historical and trying to just not think about things.

I am not going to pack up, walk the half mile back to the house, and find you just to sigh at you.

This will have to do.

[justashow.livejournal.com]

I can imagine it well enough without the visual.

...Mercy. I know you say that I can tell you anything. But I can't tell you some of the things I know. I really really can't. And seeing you with Thomas, knowing what he can do, and knowing what I know...

It's upsetting.

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

I'm sure you can.

I get that. And I'm cautious. But I'm not going to stop seeing him because you don't trust him.

I'd hope that you'd have some faith in me. And my nose if nothing else. And the fact that I can totally outrun him. Or that his powers don't work on coyotes and if I sense even the slightest magicky feeling from him I'll shift and run.

[justashow.livejournal.com]

Your nose isn't always right. And sometimes the magic works...sometimes...

Mercy. Don't. I can't speak about this. I can't have faith about this.

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

Then let's just... not.

[justashow.livejournal.com]

Enjoy your day.

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

*sigh*

And you yours.