26 Howls: Antsy
Oct. 17th, 2009 07:57 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
coyote_walkingHouse people? Anyone have anything they need me to do for them or get for them? I'm all antsy for some reason. Even cleaned my bedroom, so Kyle can attest to said nervous energy.
Maybe it's just all the craziness in the City lately. Everyone seems to be on edge and a little short-tempered and just everywhere I go I can smell the tension.
Wonder if things would be better out in the woods or way down the beach. Or maybe I should just shift and run it out.
Maybe it's just all the craziness in the City lately. Everyone seems to be on edge and a little short-tempered and just everywhere I go I can smell the tension.
Wonder if things would be better out in the woods or way down the beach. Or maybe I should just shift and run it out.
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Date: Monday, October 19th, 2009 12:24 am (UTC)Yeah...I'll never be sure about that with my father.
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Date: Monday, October 19th, 2009 12:26 am (UTC)I'm lucky in that respect. Very lucky. Just ungrateful, I guess.
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Date: Monday, October 19th, 2009 12:40 am (UTC)It's not being ungrateful, it's hard to be appreciative when you know people love you but don't really want you to be you.
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Date: Monday, October 19th, 2009 01:00 am (UTC)I feel ungrateful. But I guess the bottom line is, I love them, but we're all happier when we're far away.
Re: Private
Date: Monday, October 19th, 2009 01:18 am (UTC)If that works then there's nothing wrong with an attitude like that.
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Date: Monday, October 19th, 2009 02:06 am (UTC)I should be focusing on the good things I've got going for me here and not bringing us both down.
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Date: Monday, October 19th, 2009 02:13 am (UTC)Re: Private
Date: Monday, October 19th, 2009 02:16 am (UTC)Things could be a lot worse here.
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Date: Monday, October 19th, 2009 02:21 am (UTC)Re: Private
Date: Monday, October 19th, 2009 02:24 am (UTC)But I have a home, Kyle here with me, a garage with part of a car to work on, some good friends and acquaintances and, well... Thomas.
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Date: Monday, October 19th, 2009 02:32 am (UTC)Re: Private
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Date: Monday, October 19th, 2009 02:54 am (UTC)And here I am, dating an incubus of all things. Someone my best friend doesn't trust and thinks less of me for dating. Someone who feeds on me when we sleep together. Someone I'm falling for and that I have to hope doesn't fall for me because if we both fall we can't ever touch again...
Yeah. I'm scared. He makes me really happy, but I'm scared.
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Date: Monday, October 19th, 2009 03:08 am (UTC)Re: Private
Date: Monday, October 19th, 2009 03:20 am (UTC)And you know? When I'm with him or even just talking to him? It's like all my tension just melts away. Can't ask for more than that.
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Date: Monday, October 19th, 2009 03:29 am (UTC)That's something special then.
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Date: Monday, October 19th, 2009 12:39 pm (UTC)Re: Private
Date: Monday, October 19th, 2009 06:26 pm (UTC)I can't seem to think I'm lucky at all right now. Maybe I just need to get away but unless I could figure out a way to not be found I can't.
Re: Private
Date: Monday, October 19th, 2009 07:02 pm (UTC)I hope things look up for you soon.
Re: Private
Date: Monday, October 19th, 2009 07:07 pm (UTC)You wouldn't happen to know a way to make it harder for someone to find you around here?
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