13 Howls: Forgiveness

[coyote_walking]

Samuel...

I really wish you were here. Not that I want you stuck here too, but I wish could tell you I understand what you did - why you did what you did.

And to let you know that I forgive you and that I hope I didn't hurt you too badly by running instead of staying to explain.

I hope that you forgive yourself as well.


Wow... don't know why that's so strong in my head right now. Probably a curse, but well, I do mean it. And I'd give anything to be able to tell him.

Comments

[justashow.livejournal.com]

I know, Mercy.

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

I just... I want everyone to be happy and okay.

[justashow.livejournal.com]

Everyone in the whole world?

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

I know. It's stupid and naive, but...

At least all the people I care about.

[justashow.livejournal.com]

It's not stupid and naive.

We'll get there.

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

I hope so. I'm praying for it.

[justashow.livejournal.com]

Could you save a spot in your prayers that I find a pair of pants that fit me fabulously before tomorrow?

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

Okay, I have to know. What's so important about tomorrow and pants that I should put that in my prayers?

[justashow.livejournal.com]

I have a date.

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

...

Oh?

[justashow.livejournal.com]

Jack wants to meet for lunch.

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

Kyle. Thank heavens.

Your pants go to the top of my prayer list.

[justashow.livejournal.com]

It's good, right? We can make a start.

I wish Ianto could come too.

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

I don't know the whole story, but if he's having trouble coming back because of what happened back there?

It might be a lot easier for him to start feeling safe with you before he can come here.

[justashow.livejournal.com]

I know. It's just...

Ianto needs him too. Probably more than I do right now, and I don't think I'm helping him very much.

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

Not if he's in bad shape and is going to get Ianto all riled up.

And you are helping, Kyle. You are.

[justashow.livejournal.com]

I think it would probably be the other way around. Ianto's always been able to get under Jack's skin more than anyone.

I'm fussing, not helping. I can't help it though.

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

Just... give things a little more time.

He loves you. And he understands and he loves your fussing just as much as it aggravates him.