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Nightmares. Shudder.
Nothing like dreaming myself back in the seethe, lamb flaring up blue, vampires all over Samuel...
Better than the ones about killing the crazy new werewolf, though, I guess. I'd never killed anyone before. Certainly not... that way.
Wish there was some way I could run away from myself, just for a little while. If I wasn't so worried about... well, I'd go for a nice long run.
Attempt at filtering from Beach House people:
Maybe once this is all settled and Ianto's better, I should find a place of my own. I kind of feel like I'm intruding here. They're like a family - Kyle too.
And I'm... not.
Might be easier for everyone if I wasn't there.
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Nothing like dreaming myself back in the seethe, lamb flaring up blue, vampires all over Samuel...
Better than the ones about killing the crazy new werewolf, though, I guess. I'd never killed anyone before. Certainly not... that way.
Wish there was some way I could run away from myself, just for a little while. If I wasn't so worried about... well, I'd go for a nice long run.
Attempt at filtering from Beach House people:
Maybe once this is all settled and Ianto's better, I should find a place of my own. I kind of feel like I'm intruding here. They're like a family - Kyle too.
And I'm... not.
Might be easier for everyone if I wasn't there.
/Filter
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Date: Friday, July 24th, 2009 01:46 am (UTC)You shouldn't feel guilty. I am not judging you, it only comes as a surprise.
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Date: Friday, July 24th, 2009 01:47 am (UTC)I'm not worried about you judging me. Just me.
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Date: Friday, July 24th, 2009 01:50 am (UTC)Don't judge yourself, either. It's usually tiresome.
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Date: Friday, July 24th, 2009 01:52 am (UTC)I didn't have a choice. It was the only way I could save -
The dreams are just bad. The taste of the blood...
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Date: Friday, July 24th, 2009 01:56 am (UTC)I can't empathize. I do dream, but I don't typically have what I would call bad ones.
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Date: Friday, July 24th, 2009 01:59 am (UTC)I envy you then. I could have given the whole nightmare curse a pass.
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Date: Friday, July 24th, 2009 02:02 am (UTC)You should forget it. Put it behind you. It was only a dream.
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Date: Friday, July 24th, 2009 02:06 am (UTC)Except it wasn't a dream. I really did it.
But yeah, I'm trying to ignore it.
I'd go for a 'run', but I don't want to leave Kyle. If he eats and rests, maybe.
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Date: Friday, July 24th, 2009 02:08 am (UTC)Yet more trouble in paradise?
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Date: Friday, July 24th, 2009 02:10 am (UTC)Ianto's sick, nearly dying. I guess he died back home, but here... Owen may be able to save him. And Jack... he hasn't come back.
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Date: Friday, July 24th, 2009 02:20 am (UTC)I see.
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Date: Friday, July 24th, 2009 02:21 am (UTC)I'd know if I could smell you.
Yeah.
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