48 Howls: So hungry...

[coyote_walking]

Guess I'm making up for all those days I barely ate a thing. Today I'm just starving. Everything tastes so good and I just can't seem to get enough.

And I have this craving for jelly donuts. Weird, right?

I'm heading out to get some if anybody needs anything from the bakery.

Comments

Private//Unhackable

[prodigalvampire]

I'm sorry, Mercy.

Re: Private//Unhackable

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

It's okay, Thomas.

I'm just glad you're happier.

Re: Private//Unhackable

[prodigalvampire]

Part of me wishes I'd never tried this. If I hadn't, it would have saved you a lot of trouble. And a lot of heartache.

Re: Private//Unhackable

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

[Another long pause.]

I'll be fine, Thomas.

Re: Private//Unhackable

[prodigalvampire]

I hope so. Please don't give up on my account.

Re: Private//Unhackable

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

I've pretty much figured out that I'm a failure on relationships, but other than that...

Re: Private//Unhackable

[prodigalvampire]

Are you even reading what I'm typing? You. Were. Amazing. I. Used. You.

Re: Private//Unhackable

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

I am reading.

But here's the thing. Even if you were just using me - which hurts just to think about - and if I'm so amazing, then how come I didn't know? I didn't. Not with you and not with Samuel.

I don't date anyone for ten years and then this?

I appreciate what you're saying and I understand you truly believe what you say, but look at the facts. I'm hopeless at this stuff.

Private//Unhackable

[prodigalvampire]

Most people who are being used don't know, especially when the person doing the using didn't know.

Re: Private//Unhackable

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

I'm sure you're right, Thomas.

I just... I'm still feeling raw.

Re: Private//Unhackable

[prodigalvampire]

I know, but you have no reason to hate yourself. I'm not saying I'm right. I'm just saying you blaming yourself doesn't make any sense to me.

Re: Private//Unhackable

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

I hear you.

Thank you.

Re: Private//Unhackable

[prodigalvampire]

Don't mention it.

Re: Private//Unhackable

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

I guess... I guess I'll talk to you later, then.