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Has anyone seen or heard from Thomas?

He hasn't answered any of my calls or contacted me and I'm starting to get a little freaked out.




Where are you? What's going on? You've got me all panicked here. I even checked to see if your picture was with those who've gone home.

Come on. I even signed up to do that damned show because you said it would be fun to do together.

Call me, text me, stop by, something!

Date: Friday, January 15th, 2010 03:56 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] alittlewild.livejournal.com
You...haven't spoken with him at all?

Date: Friday, January 15th, 2010 04:34 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] coyote-walking.livejournal.com
No. Nothing.

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Date: Friday, January 15th, 2010 05:19 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] alittlewild.livejournal.com
That's probably partially my fault...

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Date: Friday, January 15th, 2010 06:10 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] alittlewild.livejournal.com
I've stopped speaking to him. I was stupid and ...didn't fully think about what he is.

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Date: Friday, January 15th, 2010 06:32 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] coyote-walking.livejournal.com
Tell me what happened, Shal. What did you guys say?

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Date: Friday, January 15th, 2010 07:18 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] alittlewild.livejournal.com
We're...trying to work it out. It's hard though. Especially considering Brennan wants to kill him and James may too. It's nothing he did to me though.

Re: [private | unhackable]

Date: Friday, January 15th, 2010 07:48 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] coyote-walking.livejournal.com
WHAT HAPPENED???????????

Re: [private | unhackable]

Date: Friday, January 15th, 2010 07:59 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] alittlewild.livejournal.com
That would require me to explain my past. I...didn't fully realize or even think about what Thomas did to the women he killed here a while ago.

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Date: Friday, January 15th, 2010 08:07 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] alittlewild.livejournal.com
Please tell me you at least knew about that?

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Date: Friday, January 15th, 2010 08:12 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] coyote-walking.livejournal.com
About what he did to the women? You really think Kyle just let that slide?

Of course I knew.

And we've spent heaven only knows how many hours going over and over it and how badly he feels and whether he's forcing me to have feelings for him and whether he deserves me caring about him and whether this will all end badly and damn... way too much, way too many times and he just doesn't listen.

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Date: Friday, January 15th, 2010 08:16 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] alittlewild.livejournal.com
He never mentioned the fact that he controlled their mind and made them want sex with him and that he made them scream for more until they died, to me.

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Date: Friday, January 15th, 2010 08:23 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] coyote-walking.livejournal.com
He didn't, the demon did. That's what the demon does. That's the way it works unless he fights it back. That's why he hates it so much.

Re: [private | unhackable]

Date: Friday, January 15th, 2010 08:27 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] alittlewild.livejournal.com
Really I had no idea that the demon was the one that did those things. Wait, yes I did. It was still Thomas that chose to let go. He took responsibility for it though.

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Date: Friday, January 15th, 2010 08:34 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] coyote-walking.livejournal.com
Of course it was and of course he did. There's no way in hell I'd be with him if he hadn't taken responsibility and taken steps to try and make sure it never ever happens again.

Did he mention the bit about how terribly he'd been tortured and how destroyed his mind and psyche were when he did it? No. He takes full responsibility - as he should - refuses to consider any mitigating factors, doesn't think that the fact that a creature came and ripped his soul and life force from him excruciatingly painfully four times as a punishment changes anything at all.

All of which is part of why I care for him so much. He could easily say he was semi-insane at the time and that the punishment more than fit the crime. He doesn't.

I just wish he didn't see himself only as a monster when the subject gets brought up. It's thinking he's only a monster and there was no point in trying to be anything else that got him to the point where he let the demon go.

Re: [private | unhackable]

Date: Friday, January 15th, 2010 08:37 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] alittlewild.livejournal.com
Actually yeah he has told me about how he had his mind screwed with and has been tortured. Don't lecture me about him Mercy. The reason we're not talking doesn't have anything to do with him and what he did, it's about me being afraid.

Re: [private | unhackable]

Date: Friday, January 15th, 2010 08:41 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] coyote-walking.livejournal.com
I'm not saying it does. I'm saying I'm not stupid and I'm in this with my eyes open and I'm just really damn frustrated at all this coming up again.

And what are the odds that HE believes the reason you're not talking is you being afraid rather than you being horrified at what a monster he is? Not too high, I'd bet.

Re: [private | unhackable]

Date: Friday, January 15th, 2010 08:44 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] alittlewild.livejournal.com
I told him that's what I was feeling so I think he knows. He should also know why I'm frightened of him.

Re: [private | unhackable]

Date: Friday, January 15th, 2010 08:46 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] coyote-walking.livejournal.com
Well, that's something anyway.

Re: [private | unhackable]

Date: Friday, January 15th, 2010 08:47 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] alittlewild.livejournal.com
I'm working on separating him from Ashlocke.

Re: [private | unhackable]

Date: Friday, January 15th, 2010 08:49 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] coyote-walking.livejournal.com
He is nothing like that evil being. Nothing.

Re: [private | unhackable]

Date: Friday, January 15th, 2010 08:50 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] alittlewild.livejournal.com
No he's not...but that doesn't mean that Thomas didn't bring back those memories for me. Because what he did is pretty damn similar to what Ashlocke did.

Re: [private | unhackable]

Date: Saturday, January 16th, 2010 01:21 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] coyote-walking.livejournal.com
Bringing back memories, sure, but if you can't see the difference between the two of them...

Re: [private | unhackable]

Date: Saturday, January 16th, 2010 01:28 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] alittlewild.livejournal.com
This isn't your buisness anyway. He's probably not speaking to you because he's upset there you go.

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