13 Howls: Forgiveness

[coyote_walking]

Samuel...

I really wish you were here. Not that I want you stuck here too, but I wish could tell you I understand what you did - why you did what you did.

And to let you know that I forgive you and that I hope I didn't hurt you too badly by running instead of staying to explain.

I hope that you forgive yourself as well.


Wow... don't know why that's so strong in my head right now. Probably a curse, but well, I do mean it. And I'd give anything to be able to tell him.

Comments

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

Because I enjoy snarky humor?

[prodigalvampire]

Because you're looking forward to me picking on you.

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

Eh, if people didn't pick on me I'd think they didn't like me.

[prodigalvampire]

I like you more and more. I don't even have to bite my tongue.

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

Not on my account.

Only a few things people can say that would bother me.

[prodigalvampire]

I'll keep that in mind.

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

Do.

So... what are you up to besides amusing maudlin coyote girls?

[prodigalvampire]

I wouldn't call you maudlin.

Honestly, not much.

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

Well, not now.

And here I thought you lived such a busy glamorous life - going to the opening of vampire bars and all that.

[prodigalvampire]

It was a bad idea.

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

What do you mean? Why?

[prodigalvampire]

So a woman's just committed herself to this diet, right? Then decides to go to this dinner party, where she's instantly surrounded by a buffet filled with pastries, and rich entrees, etc. You follow me?

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

...

Oh! Oh, damn, Thomas.

I'm sorry.

[prodigalvampire]

Don't be. The force was strong with me.

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

Stayed on your diet, then? Good for you.

[prodigalvampire]

I ended up having to leave early, but at least I didn't eat anybody.

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

Kept it under control then.

I'm glad. I know how bad you would have felt otherwise.

[prodigalvampire]

...know me that well, huh?

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

I've, uh, got a good nose for these things.

[prodigalvampire]

Cute.

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

And true.

People either get used to it or stop spending time with me.

[prodigalvampire]

I don't mind. It means I don't have to talk about....feelings.

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

Oh, the horrors!

[prodigalvampire]

I'd rather fight zombies.

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

Zombies?

I hope I never have to do that. Vampires and power crazed werewolves are bad enough!