12 Howls

[coyote_walking]

Nightmares. Shudder.

Nothing like dreaming myself back in the seethe, lamb flaring up blue, vampires all over Samuel...

Better than the ones about killing the crazy new werewolf, though, I guess. I'd never killed anyone before. Certainly not... that way.

Wish there was some way I could run away from myself, just for a little while. If I wasn't so worried about... well, I'd go for a nice long run.



Attempt at filtering from Beach House people:

Maybe once this is all settled and Ianto's better, I should find a place of my own. I kind of feel like I'm intruding here. They're like a family - Kyle too.

And I'm... not.

Might be easier for everyone if I wasn't there.

/Filter

Comments

[brainsnotfists.livejournal.com]

Nightmares are not fun. Artificially induced nightmares when you've more or less have a VAST supply of material for your subconscious to work with is even less fun.

If I'm going to stay awake for 48 plus hours, it should be for World Con, dammit.

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I hear you on that!

What's World Con?

[brainsnotfists.livejournal.com]

Science fiction convention. A really big one. This year it's going to be in Melbourne Australia.

...and I'm gonna miss it, because I'm *here.*

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

Ah. Never been that into science fiction myself.

Sorry you're going to miss it, though.

[brainsnotfists.livejournal.com]

So am I.

^_^

But at least my brothers and almost-sister-in-law are here. That makes being here almost worth it.

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

That's something I suppose.

One of my friends is here.

[justashow.livejournal.com]

You should go run. You don't have to stay cooped up with me, you know.

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

I don't want to leave you.

Though if you ate something and showered and took a little nap I might be willing to go off for a bit.

[justashow.livejournal.com]

I've showered.

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

How many days ago?


[ooc: Must run away. Slowplay/backdating? Back later tonight!]

[justashow.livejournal.com]

This morning, if you must know.

[ooc: Okay!]

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

So, you eat a decent meal and get a little rest and I'll go run.

I'll watch him while you rest and wake you if there's any change wahtsoever.

[justashow.livejournal.com]

Mercy, I can't...

If I lie down, will that be enough?

private voice

[protect-them.livejournal.com]

... I'm bloody awful, you know.

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

I'd take lying down.

I... I can't lose you either.

Re: private voice

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

You're scared to death for a friend.

So am I.

How could I ever fault you for that?

private voice

[protect-them.livejournal.com]

Kyle's a friend, too. He's almost family, but... I shouldn't have been so short with you. Sorry.

Re: private voice

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

Hey, if I'd known you'd see what I said I would have phrased it differently.

My statement had nothing to do with Ianto and everything to do with Kyle. But still, I wouldn't have said it.

[justashow.livejournal.com]

You won't lose me. I'm not going anywhere.

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

...

Right. I hope you're right.

[justashow.livejournal.com]

Everything will be okay. I'll make sure of it.

[winewomenand]

You've killed?

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

Robin.

I... yeah. Twice. Just a little while before I came here.

I never thought I'd -

It was -

Yeah.

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

Don't make promises you can't keep.

Okay.

[winewomenand]

In the flesh. The metaphorical flesh.

You shouldn't feel guilty. I am not judging you, it only comes as a surprise.