I understand that, and a part of me will always care about you, also.
I didn't know what I needed anymore than you did, Mercy. I was flying by the seat of my pants, I crashed, hard, and I brought a lot of people down when I fell. Including you. That wasn't fair to you.
It wasn't that I was miserable with you. I was just miserable in general. What I've realized recently is my life isn't really that bad here. I mean, the curses, in general, suck, but I don't have a family breathing down my neck, I don't have people trying to use all my friends against me. Hell, I have friends. I hope I can still count you among them.
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Date: Tuesday, February 16th, 2010 07:45 pm (UTC)I didn't know what I needed anymore than you did, Mercy. I was flying by the seat of my pants, I crashed, hard, and I brought a lot of people down when I fell. Including you. That wasn't fair to you.
It wasn't that I was miserable with you. I was just miserable in general. What I've realized recently is my life isn't really that bad here. I mean, the curses, in general, suck, but I don't have a family breathing down my neck, I don't have people trying to use all my friends against me. Hell, I have friends. I hope I can still count you among them.