48 Howls: So hungry...

[coyote_walking]

Guess I'm making up for all those days I barely ate a thing. Today I'm just starving. Everything tastes so good and I just can't seem to get enough.

And I have this craving for jelly donuts. Weird, right?

I'm heading out to get some if anybody needs anything from the bakery.

Comments

Private//Unhackable

[prodigalvampire]

I'm sorry, Mercy.

Re: Private//Unhackable

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

It's okay, Thomas.

I'm just glad you're happier.

Re: Private//Unhackable

[prodigalvampire]

Part of me wishes I'd never tried this. If I hadn't, it would have saved you a lot of trouble. And a lot of heartache.

Re: Private//Unhackable

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

[Another long pause.]

I'll be fine, Thomas.

Re: Private//Unhackable

[prodigalvampire]

I hope so. Please don't give up on my account.

Re: Private//Unhackable

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

I've pretty much figured out that I'm a failure on relationships, but other than that...

Re: Private//Unhackable

[prodigalvampire]

Are you even reading what I'm typing? You. Were. Amazing. I. Used. You.

Re: Private//Unhackable

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

I am reading.

But here's the thing. Even if you were just using me - which hurts just to think about - and if I'm so amazing, then how come I didn't know? I didn't. Not with you and not with Samuel.

I don't date anyone for ten years and then this?

I appreciate what you're saying and I understand you truly believe what you say, but look at the facts. I'm hopeless at this stuff.

Private//Unhackable

[prodigalvampire]

Most people who are being used don't know, especially when the person doing the using didn't know.

Re: Private//Unhackable

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

I'm sure you're right, Thomas.

I just... I'm still feeling raw.

Re: Private//Unhackable

[prodigalvampire]

I know, but you have no reason to hate yourself. I'm not saying I'm right. I'm just saying you blaming yourself doesn't make any sense to me.

Re: Private//Unhackable

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

I hear you.

Thank you.

Re: Private//Unhackable

[prodigalvampire]

Don't mention it.

Re: [Private | Unhackable]

[alittlewild.livejournal.com]

I guess it doesn't really matter now. I just can't believe he would have done that.

Re: Private//Unhackable

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

I guess... I guess I'll talk to you later, then.

Re: [Private | Unhackable]

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

I don't think he did it on purpose necessarily. But he just told me he'd been using me and hadn't even really realized it, so...

Anyway... going off to meet Tara shortly. That will take my mind off things.