He hates what he is. And I can't blame him for that.
And then he gets in these dark moods and decides he's taking advantage of me or someday somehow he might hurt me so he should just break up with me and besides he doesn't deserve me caring about him so I should, I don't know, just stop or something.
As if I could.
Probably tries to convince himself it's just because of the demon and that I'm addicted or craving it or something, when the truth is that, I'm not nearly as affected as he thinks I am. And by the time I've spent a day or so away from him, there's no residual effect or craving. Not that he'd believe me.
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branchandroot
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Date: Friday, January 15th, 2010 08:29 pm (UTC)And then he gets in these dark moods and decides he's taking advantage of me or someday somehow he might hurt me so he should just break up with me and besides he doesn't deserve me caring about him so I should, I don't know, just stop or something.
As if I could.
Probably tries to convince himself it's just because of the demon and that I'm addicted or craving it or something, when the truth is that, I'm not nearly as affected as he thinks I am. And by the time I've spent a day or so away from him, there's no residual effect or craving. Not that he'd believe me.