42 Howls: Desperately Seeking Thomas

[coyote_walking]

Has anyone seen or heard from Thomas?

He hasn't answered any of my calls or contacted me and I'm starting to get a little freaked out.




Where are you? What's going on? You've got me all panicked here. I even checked to see if your picture was with those who've gone home.

Come on. I even signed up to do that damned show because you said it would be fun to do together.

Call me, text me, stop by, something!

Comments

Re: [private]

[starchilde_lost]

I keep thinking that if I could go home... just for a little while... just to know that my uncle Alex is okay, that he and the others got away... Maybe even hear something from home.

Re: [private]

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

I'm more selfish than that. Nobody really needs me back home.

I just... I just want to be there.

Re: [private]

[starchilde_lost]

I'm sure someone needs you, Mercy. Everyone needs someone some time.

...and I swear that sounded less like a bad song lyric in my head.

Re: [private | unhackable]

[alittlewild.livejournal.com]

Enjoying putting words in my mouth, assuming you know what you're talking about, and judging me? Working well for you? Everything you've said has been an assumption. I never said "I think Thomas is exactly the same as Ashlocke, he really is a monster and I know he'd do that to me." I said the conversation we had hit me hard and we hadn't spoken. And I'm not the only person you know that doesn't tell the full story.

Re: private

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

I don't have the right to decide anything you do. You've proved that often enough.

All I'm asking is that if you're dumping me - again - because of whatever you're going through, that you have the courtesy to tell me and not just disappear.

Or just send me a text saying, 'need some space, let you know when I'm back'. Just so I'm not wondering if you're dead or gone or who the hell knows what. It's just common courtesy.

And clearly, I have no control over any of that either as all the ignoring of my calls has proved. You do whatever you choose. If you want to be done with me fine, but don't hide behind 'I don't deserve you' or 'you deserve better'. Dump me for a real reason.

Re: [private]

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

Yeah. Not so much where I am.

I'm a lone coyote.

Re: [private | unhackable]

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

Oh, believe me, I know that.

Re: [private | unhackable]

[alittlewild.livejournal.com]

Sometimes there are things people can't talk about, things they don't know how to or that hurt too badly. But they still want to give someone something, so they're not left in total darkness. Evidently it just makes things worse.

[Private//Unhackable]

[witchinbloom.livejournal.com]

I hope so.

private

[prodigalvampire]

If I'm the self-centered pig you're painting me out to be, why do you put up with me?

Re: [private | unhackable]

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

Such is life, I guess.

Re: [Private//Unhackable]

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

He is. Really.

Re: [private]

[starchilde_lost]

No coyote is an island?

Re: private

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

Because 99% of the time you're really wonderful.

And I don't mean to be painting you that way. I've just been scared to death. And now I'm fighting with Shal and feeling homesick and just waiting for the other shoe to drop and I just wish you could tell me when you need space so I'm not scaring myself and Harry wondering what terrible things could have happened to you when you just disappear.

Re: [private]

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

I am a rock? I am a coyote island?

Re: [private]

[starchilde_lost]

..you win, I give.

Re: [private]

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

Nah, it's all good.

There's people who probably depend on my garage to keep their cars running.

Re: [private]

[starchilde_lost]

Well, there you go, then.

Someone to watch over... the cars. Hmmm, that one didn't work as well.

Re: [private]

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

Yeah. Good try, though.

Re: [private | unhackable]

[alittlewild.livejournal.com]

I give up.

[Private//Unhackable]

[witchinbloom.livejournal.com]

I know he is.

Re: [private | unhackable]

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

Me too.

I'm going to go clean. It's that or take apart everything I own.

Re: [private]

[starchilde_lost]

Ah, well.

Listen... I'll keep an eye out for Thomas, maybe ask around at the Lux tonight, maybe someone's seen him since yesterday.

Re: [Private//Unhackable]

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

Well, then, there you go. Nothing to worry about.

Re: [private]

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

Thanks. He actually just checked in.

Not that that seems to be going well, but...

Anyway, if you could just, you know, make sure he's okay if you see him... I'd appreciate it.