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coyote_walking ([personal profile] coyote_walking) wrote2009-10-25 07:51 pm
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If anyone's looking for me, I'm just going to be going away for a little bit. I'm fine, I just need, I just need to be away.



I'm sorry, but I don't think I'll be able to work for you. Sorry.





He dumped me, Shal. After all this, he dumped me.

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[identity profile] dresden4hire.livejournal.com 2009-10-26 12:43 am (UTC)(link)
No, you weren't, Mercy. This is not your fault.

No way, you should have seen me when Susan left. I stayed in my basement working on spells for weeks at a time. I smelled really bad.

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[identity profile] coyote-walking.livejournal.com 2009-10-26 12:46 am (UTC)(link)
People... I've never belonged anywhere. Not with anyone. That's... that's gotta be something about me.

I haven't let myself care about anyone like that. Not since Samuel. I should have known better. I don't - I'm better alone.

I'm sorry. That must have been hard for you.

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[identity profile] dresden4hire.livejournal.com 2009-10-26 03:44 am (UTC)(link)
Who really fits in with anyone? We're all misfits, even normal people. It's like puzzle pieces, they're all oddly shaped, the trick is to find the other odd shapes that fit just right with you.

You don't really believe that.

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[identity profile] coyote-walking.livejournal.com 2009-10-26 03:53 am (UTC)(link)
I'm a one of a kind, Harry. Always have been.

And yes, yes, I do believe that.

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[identity profile] dresden4hire.livejournal.com 2009-10-26 05:07 am (UTC)(link)
That just makes you that much more valuable.

No, you don't. Because you're trying to convince yourself of it.

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[identity profile] coyote-walking.livejournal.com 2009-10-26 01:08 pm (UTC)(link)
It makes me alone, is what it makes me.

Harry, I didn't so much as go on a date for the past ten years. Thomas is the first person I've been seriously involved with in sixteen... There's a reason for that.

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[identity profile] dresden4hire.livejournal.com 2009-10-27 12:24 am (UTC)(link)
The reason is probably because you have high standards coupled with a fear of rejection along with a condition that makes it difficult to get close to guys in the first place.

None of that means you're not worth it. Look, please don't let my brother being an idiot have a bearing on your belief that you'll be with someone.

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[identity profile] coyote-walking.livejournal.com 2009-10-27 12:27 am (UTC)(link)
Get rejected enough and you don't trust yourself or anyone else.

I don't... I don't want to talk about him. Or even think about him. I... thought I was falling for him. Scared the hell out of me. Guess I don't have to worry anymore.

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[identity profile] dresden4hire.livejournal.com 2009-10-27 12:51 am (UTC)(link)
Let's talk about pie then.

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[identity profile] coyote-walking.livejournal.com 2009-10-27 12:52 am (UTC)(link)
Not a pie person. Brownies or cookies are my thing.

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[identity profile] dresden4hire.livejournal.com 2009-10-27 12:52 am (UTC)(link)
What about sheet cake?

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[identity profile] coyote-walking.livejournal.com 2009-10-27 12:53 am (UTC)(link)
Depends on the icing I guess.

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[identity profile] dresden4hire.livejournal.com 2009-10-27 12:55 am (UTC)(link)
Cream cheese icing.

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[identity profile] coyote-walking.livejournal.com 2009-10-27 12:57 am (UTC)(link)
Nope.

I like the real old fashioned frosting - lots of sugar and none of that light fake tasting gunk.

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[identity profile] dresden4hire.livejournal.com 2009-10-27 02:41 am (UTC)(link)
Yes, diabetes waiting to happen.

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[identity profile] coyote-walking.livejournal.com 2009-10-27 02:46 am (UTC)(link)
Don't think I'm susceptible to stuff like that.

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[identity profile] dresden4hire.livejournal.com 2009-10-27 03:54 am (UTC)(link)
Well then you should be eating a lot of cake.

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[identity profile] coyote-walking.livejournal.com 2009-10-27 03:55 am (UTC)(link)
I'll stick to brownies and cookies, thanks.

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[identity profile] dresden4hire.livejournal.com 2009-10-27 06:35 am (UTC)(link)
Now I want cookies.

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[identity profile] coyote-walking.livejournal.com 2009-10-27 12:27 pm (UTC)(link)
I baked brownies, not that I can eat them, but there weren't the right supplies for cookies.

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[identity profile] dresden4hire.livejournal.com 2009-10-28 12:25 am (UTC)(link)
You can't eat brownies?

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[identity profile] coyote-walking.livejournal.com 2009-10-28 12:26 am (UTC)(link)
I... can't eat anything right now.

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[identity profile] dresden4hire.livejournal.com 2009-10-28 12:28 am (UTC)(link)
You made brownies that you can't eat? You really do like baking.

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[identity profile] coyote-walking.livejournal.com 2009-10-28 12:37 am (UTC)(link)
Not exactly. But when I'm really stressed I clean and bake. Doesn't mean I can eat what I bake, but I do it anyway.

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[identity profile] dresden4hire.livejournal.com 2009-10-28 02:59 am (UTC)(link)
What else do you do when stressed?
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