12 Howls

[coyote_walking]

Nightmares. Shudder.

Nothing like dreaming myself back in the seethe, lamb flaring up blue, vampires all over Samuel...

Better than the ones about killing the crazy new werewolf, though, I guess. I'd never killed anyone before. Certainly not... that way.

Wish there was some way I could run away from myself, just for a little while. If I wasn't so worried about... well, I'd go for a nice long run.



Attempt at filtering from Beach House people:

Maybe once this is all settled and Ianto's better, I should find a place of my own. I kind of feel like I'm intruding here. They're like a family - Kyle too.

And I'm... not.

Might be easier for everyone if I wasn't there.

/Filter

Comments

private voice

[protect-them.livejournal.com]

Of course.

Re: private voice

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

I'm so scared for him.

private voice

[protect-them.livejournal.com]

He needs to keep himself up, even if it's hard. Ianto won't be happy if Kyle's sick when he's better.

Re: private voice

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

I know, but he... he was already so low...

private voice

[protect-them.livejournal.com]

... Owen's ready to drug his food if he doesn't get some rest. You can't tell him that, though.

Re: private voice

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

I won't.

And it might be the only way.

private voice

[protect-them.livejournal.com]

He'll be put out if we did... but it'd be best if he got some rest.

Re: private voice

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

I know. I know.

private voice

[protect-them.livejournal.com]

.... if Jack comes back, Kyle might not know him anymore.

Re: private voice

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

Is he... that different?

private voice

[protect-them.livejournal.com]

He willingly left Torchwood behind when he lost Ianto. He... some bad things happened. It took me six months to find him again and when I did, he left.

He ran.

Re: private voice

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

...

Damn.

Re: private voice

[protect-them.livejournal.com]

See why I'm not exactly holding my breath on hopes for Jack?

Re: private voice

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

Yeah.

I have to, though. I have to hope. For Kyle.

private voice

[protect-them.livejournal.com]

... good. Because I've lost most of mine. He needs someone to believe right now.

Re: private voice

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

There's nothing else I can do but hope.