12 Howls

[coyote_walking]

Nightmares. Shudder.

Nothing like dreaming myself back in the seethe, lamb flaring up blue, vampires all over Samuel...

Better than the ones about killing the crazy new werewolf, though, I guess. I'd never killed anyone before. Certainly not... that way.

Wish there was some way I could run away from myself, just for a little while. If I wasn't so worried about... well, I'd go for a nice long run.



Attempt at filtering from Beach House people:

Maybe once this is all settled and Ianto's better, I should find a place of my own. I kind of feel like I'm intruding here. They're like a family - Kyle too.

And I'm... not.

Might be easier for everyone if I wasn't there.

/Filter

Comments

private voice

[protect-them.livejournal.com]

Kyle's a friend, too. He's almost family, but... I shouldn't have been so short with you. Sorry.

Re: private voice

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

Hey, if I'd known you'd see what I said I would have phrased it differently.

My statement had nothing to do with Ianto and everything to do with Kyle. But still, I wouldn't have said it.

private voice

[protect-them.livejournal.com]

There was no reason to have said things differently.

Re: private voice

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

I know you're scared for Ianto. I never would want you to think for a minute that I don't want him well too.

private voice

[protect-them.livejournal.com]

I never thought that.

Re: private voice

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

He'll be better soon. I believe that.

We all have to believe that.

And Jack will be back.

private voice

[protect-them.livejournal.com]

Owen's brilliant. If anyone can do it, he can keep Ianto going until he can take care of himself.

..... perhaps.

Re: private voice

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

I'll pray for them both.

private voice

[protect-them.livejournal.com]

Thank you.

Has Kyle eaten anything today?

Re: private voice

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

He showered. We're negotiating on food and a lie down.

private voice

[protect-them.livejournal.com]

Shower is a step in the right direction.

I've got some things in the fridge I fixed earlier. Shouldn't be too much to heat them back up.

Re: private voice

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

Hell, at this point I'd make him a five course meal if he'd just eat.

private voice

[protect-them.livejournal.com]

... tell him I'll sneak him into the room with Ianto if he eats enough to satisfy you and gives his word to sleep at least three hours.

Re: private voice

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

I'll see if that will work for him. Thanks, Gwen.

private voice

[protect-them.livejournal.com]

Of course.

Re: private voice

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

I'm so scared for him.

private voice

[protect-them.livejournal.com]

He needs to keep himself up, even if it's hard. Ianto won't be happy if Kyle's sick when he's better.

Re: private voice

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

I know, but he... he was already so low...

private voice

[protect-them.livejournal.com]

... Owen's ready to drug his food if he doesn't get some rest. You can't tell him that, though.

Re: private voice

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

I won't.

And it might be the only way.

private voice

[protect-them.livejournal.com]

He'll be put out if we did... but it'd be best if he got some rest.

Re: private voice

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

I know. I know.

private voice

[protect-them.livejournal.com]

.... if Jack comes back, Kyle might not know him anymore.

Re: private voice

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

Is he... that different?

private voice

[protect-them.livejournal.com]

He willingly left Torchwood behind when he lost Ianto. He... some bad things happened. It took me six months to find him again and when I did, he left.

He ran.