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Kind of wish my dad had showed up today. Not that I ever met him. There are things I'd love to talk to him about, though.

Then again, maybe Bryan would have showed up. I'd have liked to see him again - though I'm not sure I could have kept myself from telling him what his killing himself did to me and how selfish I think it was. Even though I understand why he did it.

Or maybe Bran might have showed up. Boy, I could use a good chat with Bran right about now.

But as it is I spent the night baking and cleaning with every light in the place blazing as bright as I could get 'em.

Anyone who wants cookies can come on over and Dean, I tried that cherry pie recipe. Not sure how good it came out, but it's yours.

Date: Monday, June 21st, 2010 01:34 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cry-reaper.livejournal.com
You have a lot of father figures.

Date: Monday, June 21st, 2010 01:39 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] coyote-walking.livejournal.com
I do, yeah. And others who act like they're my dad. Didn't get a one of them, though, which is too bad, because I'd have been happy to see any of them.

How are you doing, Mara?

[private]

Date: Monday, June 21st, 2010 01:45 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cry-reaper.livejournal.com
... I remembered, Mercy. I remembered who killed me.

Re: [private]

Date: Monday, June 21st, 2010 02:02 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cry-reaper.livejournal.com
Tsurugi. He's on the Police Force, like the man that killed Ken.

Re: [private]

Date: Monday, June 21st, 2010 02:05 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] coyote-walking.livejournal.com
I... people on the police force did this?

They came to my hospital room. They talked to me. And it was them all along?

Re: [private]

Date: Monday, June 21st, 2010 02:09 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cry-reaper.livejournal.com
I know, the one that... the one that killed me was even the one that led me out of the tunnels when I woke up.

It's hard to believe, but Ken and I remember them very clearly.

Re: [private]

Date: Monday, June 21st, 2010 02:10 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] coyote-walking.livejournal.com
I still don't remember anything.

Re: [private]

Date: Monday, June 21st, 2010 02:11 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cry-reaper.livejournal.com
Perhaps you will. Now that we know who attacked us...

Re: [private]

Date: Monday, June 21st, 2010 02:13 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] coyote-walking.livejournal.com
Maybe.

The nightmares are back. Not that I can remember what's in them except the terror and pain.

Re: [private]

Date: Monday, June 21st, 2010 02:15 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cry-reaper.livejournal.com
Mine came back, too, that's when I remembered. Perhaps the same thing is happening to you?

Re: [private]

Date: Monday, June 21st, 2010 02:18 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] coyote-walking.livejournal.com
I don't know. Maybe.

Re: [private]

Date: Monday, June 21st, 2010 02:32 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cry-reaper.livejournal.com
Do you want to remember?

Re: [private]

Date: Monday, June 21st, 2010 02:34 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] coyote-walking.livejournal.com
Yes -

Maybe...

I don't know anymore.

Yes.

Re: [private]

Date: Monday, June 21st, 2010 02:39 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cry-reaper.livejournal.com
It's better. Knowing. I'm scared still, but at least I know who to be scared of.

Re: [private]

Date: Monday, June 21st, 2010 02:41 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] coyote-walking.livejournal.com
Right. The whole damn police force. That's reassuring.

Re: [private]

Date: Monday, June 21st, 2010 02:46 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cry-reaper.livejournal.com
Not all of them. I... I trust Kate and Rick, although he's not strictly police. And I trust Ken. More than the rest I trust him, he was killed like I was.

Re: [private]

Date: Monday, June 21st, 2010 02:48 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] coyote-walking.livejournal.com
Yeah, I guess he couldn't have been involved.

Re: [private]

Date: Monday, June 21st, 2010 02:50 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cry-reaper.livejournal.com
Have you talked to anyone? Recently?

Re: [private]

Date: Monday, June 21st, 2010 02:51 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] coyote-walking.livejournal.com
Dean. Derek. The people who come into the store.

Nobody who stands out.

Re: [private]

Date: Monday, June 21st, 2010 02:54 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cry-reaper.livejournal.com
I'm glad you're not alone, it helps having a friend.

Re: [private]

Date: Monday, June 21st, 2010 02:56 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] coyote-walking.livejournal.com
Yeah. Derek might move into the beach house with me. I have tons of room and it would be nice not to be alone.

Re: [private]

Date: Monday, June 21st, 2010 03:07 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cry-reaper.livejournal.com
I think that's a good idea.

Re: [private]

Date: Monday, June 21st, 2010 03:27 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cry-reaper.livejournal.com
He's nice, your friend?

Re: [private]

Date: Monday, June 21st, 2010 03:29 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] coyote-walking.livejournal.com
Very nice.

Maybe too nice and attractive for my peace of mind

Re: [private]

Date: Monday, June 21st, 2010 03:36 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cry-reaper.livejournal.com
That's not necessarily a bad thing, Mercy.

Is he... is he human?

Re: [private]

Date: Monday, June 21st, 2010 03:40 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] coyote-walking.livejournal.com
I'm not sure I'm ready to be involved again - not that I even have any idea if he's interested. Just... I do find him really attractive...

Yes. At least, as far as I know he is.

Re: [private]

Date: Monday, June 21st, 2010 03:44 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cry-reaper.livejournal.com
There's nothing wrong with a casual encounter.

Re: [private]

Date: Monday, June 21st, 2010 03:46 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] coyote-walking.livejournal.com
Except that I don't do them.

And even if I did, it probably wouldn't be wise to do that with a roommate or potential roommate.

Re: [private]

Date: Monday, June 21st, 2010 03:57 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cry-reaper.livejournal.com
Pity, it can be fun.

Re: [private]

Date: Monday, June 21st, 2010 04:00 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] coyote-walking.livejournal.com
No judging here. Just... not my thing.

Re: [private]

Date: Monday, June 21st, 2010 04:08 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cry-reaper.livejournal.com
I realize it isn't for everyone. No offense taken.

Re: [private]

Date: Monday, June 21st, 2010 04:12 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] coyote-walking.livejournal.com
Being the child of an unwed teenager has made me careful about all that stuff.

Re: [private]

Date: Monday, June 21st, 2010 12:15 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] coyote-walking.livejournal.com
Yeah. Kind of gives you another perspective when you live that.

[private]

Date: Tuesday, June 22nd, 2010 01:09 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cry-reaper.livejournal.com
I suppose she does.

Re: [private]

Date: Tuesday, June 22nd, 2010 01:28 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] coyote-walking.livejournal.com
Any way. If he moves in it will be good to have the company.

Re: [private]

Date: Tuesday, June 22nd, 2010 01:35 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cry-reaper.livejournal.com
You'll have someone to help you through the nightmares at least.

Re: [private]

Date: Tuesday, June 22nd, 2010 01:39 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] coyote-walking.livejournal.com
Yeah, if he doesn't decide a nice house isn't worth dashing through the house in the dark at night to investigate screaming.

Re: [private]

Date: Tuesday, June 22nd, 2010 01:42 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cry-reaper.livejournal.com
He'd hardly be a friend if he didn't.

Re: [private]

Date: Tuesday, June 22nd, 2010 01:44 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] coyote-walking.livejournal.com
True. Still...

Re: [private]

Date: Tuesday, June 22nd, 2010 01:54 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cry-reaper.livejournal.com
You don't want to take advantage?

Re: [private]

Date: Tuesday, June 22nd, 2010 01:56 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] coyote-walking.livejournal.com
Yeah. Exactly.

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