coyote_walking: (Skeptical)
coyote_walking ([personal profile] coyote_walking) wrote2010-02-16 08:47 am
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48 Howls: So hungry...

Guess I'm making up for all those days I barely ate a thing. Today I'm just starving. Everything tastes so good and I just can't seem to get enough.

And I have this craving for jelly donuts. Weird, right?

I'm heading out to get some if anybody needs anything from the bakery.
prodigalvampire: ([neutral] Squinting in the sun)

Re: Private//Unhackable

[personal profile] prodigalvampire 2010-02-17 07:43 pm (UTC)(link)
Part of me wishes I'd never tried this. If I hadn't, it would have saved you a lot of trouble. And a lot of heartache.

Re: Private//Unhackable

[identity profile] coyote-walking.livejournal.com 2010-02-17 07:49 pm (UTC)(link)
[Another long pause.]

I'll be fine, Thomas.
prodigalvampire: (Default)

Re: Private//Unhackable

[personal profile] prodigalvampire 2010-02-17 07:52 pm (UTC)(link)
I hope so. Please don't give up on my account.

Re: Private//Unhackable

[identity profile] coyote-walking.livejournal.com 2010-02-17 08:03 pm (UTC)(link)
I've pretty much figured out that I'm a failure on relationships, but other than that...
prodigalvampire: ([angry] Glare-Necklace)

Re: Private//Unhackable

[personal profile] prodigalvampire 2010-02-17 08:19 pm (UTC)(link)
Are you even reading what I'm typing? You. Were. Amazing. I. Used. You.

Re: Private//Unhackable

[identity profile] coyote-walking.livejournal.com 2010-02-17 08:35 pm (UTC)(link)
I am reading.

But here's the thing. Even if you were just using me - which hurts just to think about - and if I'm so amazing, then how come I didn't know? I didn't. Not with you and not with Samuel.

I don't date anyone for ten years and then this?

I appreciate what you're saying and I understand you truly believe what you say, but look at the facts. I'm hopeless at this stuff.
prodigalvampire: ([angry] GDI I heard that)

Private//Unhackable

[personal profile] prodigalvampire 2010-02-17 08:38 pm (UTC)(link)
Most people who are being used don't know, especially when the person doing the using didn't know.

Re: Private//Unhackable

[identity profile] coyote-walking.livejournal.com 2010-02-17 08:42 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm sure you're right, Thomas.

I just... I'm still feeling raw.
prodigalvampire: (Default)

Re: Private//Unhackable

[personal profile] prodigalvampire 2010-02-17 08:43 pm (UTC)(link)
I know, but you have no reason to hate yourself. I'm not saying I'm right. I'm just saying you blaming yourself doesn't make any sense to me.

Re: Private//Unhackable

[identity profile] coyote-walking.livejournal.com 2010-02-17 08:46 pm (UTC)(link)
I hear you.

Thank you.
prodigalvampire: (Default)

Re: Private//Unhackable

[personal profile] prodigalvampire 2010-02-17 08:47 pm (UTC)(link)
Don't mention it.

Re: Private//Unhackable

[identity profile] coyote-walking.livejournal.com 2010-02-18 01:38 am (UTC)(link)
I guess... I guess I'll talk to you later, then.
Edited 2010-02-18 01:42 (UTC)