coyote_walking: (Skeptical)
coyote_walking ([personal profile] coyote_walking) wrote2010-02-16 08:47 am
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48 Howls: So hungry...

Guess I'm making up for all those days I barely ate a thing. Today I'm just starving. Everything tastes so good and I just can't seem to get enough.

And I have this craving for jelly donuts. Weird, right?

I'm heading out to get some if anybody needs anything from the bakery.

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[identity profile] alittlewild.livejournal.com 2010-02-17 02:27 am (UTC)(link)
True. And maybe it was nobody's fault. Just a bunch of small things and then some big things that became too much. I know he cares about you a lot though.

You get your meals paid for too.

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[identity profile] coyote-walking.livejournal.com 2010-02-17 02:53 am (UTC)(link)
Part of me -

... Part of me kind of wonders if he wasn't with me at least partly because with me he knew he had a reliable food source that he could feed from whenever he wanted. Kind of like Samuel only really wanted me because he knew I could give him children. Not that either of them didn't truly care about me, but...

Yep. Pig out for free and get paid for it.

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[identity profile] alittlewild.livejournal.com 2010-02-17 05:29 am (UTC)(link)
I can't imagine that'd be it with Thomas. I think it hurt him that he fed on you. But I can't speak for him.

Best job ever.

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[identity profile] coyote-walking.livejournal.com 2010-02-17 06:20 pm (UTC)(link)
I just wonder sometimes, you know? If maybe that was part of why he was so unhappy. That a part of him hated feeding on me and worried about it, while another part loved the easy food. Doesn't matter, though.

Yeah, it would be good.

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[identity profile] alittlewild.livejournal.com 2010-02-17 09:52 pm (UTC)(link)
I guess it doesn't really matter now. I just can't believe he would have done that.

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[identity profile] coyote-walking.livejournal.com 2010-02-18 01:42 am (UTC)(link)
I don't think he did it on purpose necessarily. But he just told me he'd been using me and hadn't even really realized it, so...

Anyway... going off to meet Tara shortly. That will take my mind off things.