48 Howls: So hungry...

[coyote_walking]

Guess I'm making up for all those days I barely ate a thing. Today I'm just starving. Everything tastes so good and I just can't seem to get enough.

And I have this craving for jelly donuts. Weird, right?

I'm heading out to get some if anybody needs anything from the bakery.

Comments

[witchinbloom.livejournal.com]

Bakery!

I'm coming with. Just the word sounds edible.

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

Doesn't it?

This is so not like me. I'm generally not cravings girl, but today, boy!

[witchinbloom.livejournal.com]

I'm all with you.

Pizza.

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

Oooh! Pizza! Maybe we could have both? And, oh, Chinese after. Or maybe Thai - something spicy!

Private//Unhackable

[prodigalvampire]

Mercy...I'll understand if you don't want to talk, but I just wanted to apologize for, well, everything. I haven't been open with you, I've made a lot of assumptions about you and about us, and I understand that it's all added up to too much to fix anything, and....I'm not really certain I would want to if the opportunity presented itself, but I just wanted to let you know that I appreciate all you tried to do for me, I regret not being able to accept the help when it was offered, and I wanted you to know that I see how much of a jerk I was while we were together.

You're an incredible person and you deserve so much more than I was able to give you. You deserve someone who can respect your opinion, no matter what it may be, you deserve someone who's able to open their heart up to you. I wish I could have been that person, but I was too absorbed in my own head. I've realized a lot recently, one of the most apparent things being how unlike myself I've been these last several months. I hope you don't hate me, but I'd understand if you did.

Anyway, I think I've rambled enough. Enjoy your donuts.

[alittlewild.livejournal.com]

Donuts...that's odd.

[witchinbloom.livejournal.com]

Mexican. I have not had good Mexican since leaving Sunnydale.

Re: Private//Unhackable

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

I don't hate you, Thomas. I could never hate you. I love you and a part of me probably always will. I still love Samuel after all.

I'm sorry too. I wish I could have been the person you needed. I wanted to be that person. I wanted to be someone you could have - doesn't matter.

I think it was that curse day when you were so happy because the emotions were opposite that I realized just how miserable you were being with me. I don't want you to be or feel that way.

Anyway, thank you and I'm sorry and I hope you find someone you can be happy with.

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

Jelly donuts. It's a very specific craving, heaven only know why.

[alittlewild.livejournal.com]

Of course. Jelly donuts make much more sense anyway. Found any?

Private//Unhackable

[prodigalvampire]

I understand that, and a part of me will always care about you, also.

I didn't know what I needed anymore than you did, Mercy. I was flying by the seat of my pants, I crashed, hard, and I brought a lot of people down when I fell. Including you. That wasn't fair to you.

It wasn't that I was miserable with you. I was just miserable in general. What I've realized recently is my life isn't really that bad here. I mean, the curses, in general, suck, but I don't have a family breathing down my neck, I don't have people trying to use all my friends against me. Hell, I have friends. I hope I can still count you among them.

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

Mexican would be good too! Oh, or you know what? Great Italian!

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[witchinbloom.livejournal.com]

We need to stop. This is irrational.

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

Tara and I are going to go searching. And then maybe get some pizza. And Chinese. Or Mexican.

[witchinbloom.livejournal.com]

I'll get a map of the City, mark all the restaurants, and we'll approach this from a logical perspective.

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

Now you're talking!

[witchinbloom.livejournal.com]

I know, I am genius.

We'll start at Building 1 and work our way around the square!

Re: Private//Unhackable

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry you were so unhappy.

And, yeah... I'm sure we'll manage to find a way to be friends.

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

Yes! That way we won't miss anything potentially wonderful!

[alittlewild.livejournal.com]

Wow. That's a lot of food.

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

Well... I haven't actually been eating. Guess my appetite's come back with a vengeance.

[alittlewild.livejournal.com]

Why haven't you been eating?

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

Because life sucks.

Private//Unhackable

[prodigalvampire]

Again, it wasn't you. It was me. I thought I could handle it. I was wrong.

I'm here for you, Mercy. If you ever need anything, you know my number.

[witchinbloom.livejournal.com]

Mm. Soul food.