I am. Happier now, I mean. But it's not because we're not together, though it is part of it. I...I wanted to be there for you, but I couldn't. Not because we're not compatible, but because I can't.....Mercy, I felt like I was cheating...with you. On, Justine. She never had a say in it, and...when I told her about you....the sadness in her eyes...I knew I was right. I was. I was trying to move on, and with all the other stuff that was broken in my head it was a bad idea, obviously, but I was trying nonetheless. I'm sorry I dragged you along for the worst roller-coaster ride the world has ever seen. You didn't deserve it, and I know there isn't really anything I can do or say to change it or make it better, but I just wanted you to know.