Mercy...I'll understand if you don't want to talk, but I just wanted to apologize for, well, everything. I haven't been open with you, I've made a lot of assumptions about you and about us, and I understand that it's all added up to too much to fix anything, and....I'm not really certain I would want to if the opportunity presented itself, but I just wanted to let you know that I appreciate all you tried to do for me, I regret not being able to accept the help when it was offered, and I wanted you to know that I see how much of a jerk I was while we were together.

You're an incredible person and you deserve so much more than I was able to give you. You deserve someone who can respect your opinion, no matter what it may be, you deserve someone who's able to open their heart up to you. I wish I could have been that person, but I was too absorbed in my own head. I've realized a lot recently, one of the most apparent things being how unlike myself I've been these last several months. I hope you don't hate me, but I'd understand if you did.

Anyway, I think I've rambled enough. Enjoy your donuts.