I don't have the right to decide anything you do. You've proved that often enough.

All I'm asking is that if you're dumping me - again - because of whatever you're going through, that you have the courtesy to tell me and not just disappear.

Or just send me a text saying, 'need some space, let you know when I'm back'. Just so I'm not wondering if you're dead or gone or who the hell knows what. It's just common courtesy.

And clearly, I have no control over any of that either as all the ignoring of my calls has proved. You do whatever you choose. If you want to be done with me fine, but don't hide behind 'I don't deserve you' or 'you deserve better'. Dump me for a real reason.