42 Howls: Desperately Seeking Thomas

[coyote_walking]

Has anyone seen or heard from Thomas?

He hasn't answered any of my calls or contacted me and I'm starting to get a little freaked out.




Where are you? What's going on? You've got me all panicked here. I even checked to see if your picture was with those who've gone home.

Come on. I even signed up to do that damned show because you said it would be fun to do together.

Call me, text me, stop by, something!

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[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

He's apparently just avoiding me.

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

You don't know what to say about what?

I mean, we're talking, 'hey, how are you doing, miss you,' sort of stuff, not give me your solution to world peace in the next three seconds and it better be viable or else.

Sorry. I've been scared half to death for days and now I find you've just been avoiding me for some unknowable Thomas reason and all that fear has turned to being rather pissed off.

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[alittlewild.livejournal.com]

This isn't your buisness anyway. He's probably not speaking to you because he's upset there you go.

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[starchilde_lost]

You can't make him be okay with things, he has to figure it out himself.

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[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

Shal... you're a great person, but sometimes...

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[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

Yeah. I know.

I just don't know if I can keep playing this game with him. It rips me up inside.

Wouldn't that be the biggest irony? If he discovered I was telling the truth because of how easily I dealt with him dumping me?

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[alittlewild.livejournal.com]

What sometimes I'm a bitch because I don't like to discuss the fact that Ashlocke did more to me than I tell people? Or sometimes I'm a bitch because I've upset Thomas because I didn't realize he was fully capable of doing something exactly like what Ashlocke did to me? Next time I'm reminded of going through a fucking year of some man who tried over and over again to convince me that we were made for each other, some man who appeared to me in my room, in my home, over and over again. Who controlled me and made me hurt people I loved and who made me want him, made me sleep with him, made me chose him over my family. Next time I'm reminded of all that I'll try to not freak out.

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[witchinbloom.livejournal.com]

I'd try, but I think I'm in the doghouse right now. Uhm. So to speak, sorry.

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[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

I never asked for details. I have never pressed you for details about your life. Not once.

But you start talking about the man I love as if he's the same as that evil man and think I'm just going to sit back and go, oh, yeah, that's fine and not point out the differences, then you don't know me at all.

I'm sorry for what you went through, I feel for you, I get that your conversation brought up horrible memories, but some things I'm not gonna let slide.

You said that you get he's different, fine, enough said on that topic.

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[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

Why's that?

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[starchilde_lost]

Yeah, it would. I'm sorry - that situation really sucks.

[prodigalvampire]

Don't be sorry. I deserved that.

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[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

It is what it is.

Damn. I really want to be home.

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

What the hell is going on?

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[alittlewild.livejournal.com]

I don't need differences pointed out to me. Certainly not from someone that doesn't even know the full story.

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[prodigalvampire]

My best friend is scared of me.

Anthony has some psychotic fantasy about me and Kara.

I thought I was helping Shal...I wasn't. I was just making it worse.

I don't deserve you, Mercy.

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[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

You know, Shal, you tell people things as if that is the whole story and then when you get called on it you fall back on that 'but you don't know...' thing.

You can't hide things and then be pissed that people somehow don't know about them and take them into account.

And you certainly sounded as if you couldn't separate them.

You aren't the only one here who's territorial and protective.

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[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

I'm not sure who you consider your best friend then. I thought it was Harry, but I can't imagine he's scared of you.

Anthony... dreams are weird, crazy things happen in them.

Shal... you certainly were trying to help. If you didn't, well... now you know better. And it's hard to know where minefields are with her when she has to keep so much hidden. You certainly didn't intend to hurt her.

And you don't get to decide what I deserve. I do.

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[starchilde_lost]

I've been here way too long. It's getting close to a year for me.

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[alittlewild.livejournal.com]

Thomas is one of my best friends and I trust him, to me he's like pack like family. You're not calling me on anything, I purposely didn't tell you the full story. I do that a lot, with everyone. Usually people have the good sense to realize it's because it's none of their fucking buisness. It was between he and I. And Brennan and Kirk.

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[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

I... I got here in June. Six months. Seems like forever.

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[witchinbloom.livejournal.com]

I had a kind of meltdown. All over him.

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[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

Whatever, Shal. You're always right.

Enjoy your righteousness. How's it working for you so far?

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[prodigalvampire]

Harry's my brother. That's different.

I guess.

No...I wanted to help her come to an agreement with it...

I wasn't. But if you get to chose what you deserve, what gives you the right to decide what I do?

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[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

I'm sure he doesn't hold it against you. Thomas is good that way.