37 Howls: Aftermath

[coyote_walking]

That was... well... I'm glad it's over.




Thomas... I have to talk to you. About the mistletoe curse.






Hey, look. No hard feelings, right? This doesn't have to affect our friendship at all. It was just a stupid curse, right?






I, um... just want you to know that as far as I'm concerned, that never happened. I mean, it did, but it was just the curse and not something, well... real. I just don't want us feeling all awkward about it okay?

Comments

[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

Yeah. It's all just sort of... crazy.

[rogueintent.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry. Did something happen?

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[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

I... kissed people I shouldn't have.

But apparently, Thomas doesn't care. He, I guess he doesn't see a need to be exclusive in kissing. Or even sex.

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[rogueintent.livejournal.com]

He doesn't care? ...At all? Does he think it's...it's okay to have sex with other people or something?

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[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

Yeah, he's an incubus, so sex, well... he and I have very different ideas about it.

Maybe I've spent too much time around werewolves.

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[rogueintent.livejournal.com]

I...would be very uncomfortable with that...are you okay with it?

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[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

No.

He says he hasn't slept with anyone else, though, and I believe him. So... Well, our beliefs are different, but if he's willing to respect mine... it will be okay. I hope.

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[rogueintent.livejournal.com]

No were would ever act like that. It's very different.

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[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

If I was involved with a were and I even flirted with another guy... there'd be hell to pay.

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[rogueintent.livejournal.com]

Well yes. But it'd be all the guys fault. I'd feel sorry for them. I don't know...I kind of like it that way. Charles is mine and I'm his. If it wasn't that way I wouldn't feel as safe.

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[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

Yes. That's exactly it. I feel uncertain and a little frightened.

I'm not sure he can understand why, but maybe he can accept it for my sake even if he doesn't quite understand.

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[rogueintent.livejournal.com]

Why frightened?

I'd be frightened of someone like that. He...seems nice. But I was around people who didn't see sex as anything...

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[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

I just feel like... well... like if he feels like it's okay for him to sleep around then... I can't stay with him.

And I really love him. So, it's frightening to think I could lose him just when we'd worked things out.

He is nice. He's wonderful.

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[rogueintent.livejournal.com]

Just because he thinks it's okay doesn't mean he will though right? Would he be okay with you sleeping with someone else?

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[coyote-walking.livejournal.com]

I... I don't think he will. I think I'm more important to him than that.

Yeah, he would. He said he wouldn't mind if I slept with his brother and maybe others.

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[rogueintent.livejournal.com]

I guess that's something.

Oh...that's...I don't know what to say.